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The darkness falls between two hands of time
I never quite know how I survive it
I cant see it but I can feel my heart rate drop
I dream that I dream and I want it to stop.
I pray in the silent moment of darkness and wind
I rewind the time I was warm
I am now cold and my heart cries within
knowing ill forever feel torn.
His look as rough as the stinging rays
rip through my mind
If I prayed for another 100 days
there's still no light to find.
His silence beats me like a punch in the head
his lips are stern and pursed
his eyebrows dance in an angry dust
no way out, I am cursed.
Body still and trembling
whilst his breath is short and hard
his roughness makes my stomach turn
this, I cant discard.
Who is he? I ask myself
and whatever brought me here
knowing I deserve all this
to live in darkness and in fear-
His hand moves up towards my face
the look in his eyes are dark
There is nothing bright about this stranger
Hes just leaving his black mark.
I always knew this would happen
since you left me in the cold
Silent tears in the silent nights
silent truth to be told.
Then the black sun comes shining
waiting for my sign
but I will not give or surrender
I will await for whats mine
TheN the days turn to nights
and those turn to weeks
I wait for the hollow moon to befriend
He listens, he don't speak.
I weep into my little hands
I mumble under covers
I reflect a smile to familiar faces
and they think we are lovers
I try and I try I keep trying
to hold the truth together
lying was my best friends curse
And it will stay here forever,.